my christmas wish....

friends' presence:

Family happiness:

good health, pati napod food,hahaha:

                      everybody wants love, peace, 

happiness & joy, good health, family & friends...

i want them too, as much as anyone.

so for this Christmas, it's all i can ever wish for....

hope to get it...

miss you!

A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too.

internet love song

The cheesiest way you could tell someone you like them. The internet.

Lyrics:
If I could google to find a way
To help me say that I like you
I'd go yahoo make you my boo
Within a day or two

If I messaged, would you read it
Tweet it would you see it
Cause I can't say it to your face
If I post it up on aim
Would it be the same?
Oh well, here goes nothin'

Chorus:
I'm gonna poke you 'cause I miss you
Like you cause I do
Reblog everything that reminds me of you
I hope you get the hint
And if you don't get it yet
I'm tryna say I like you the use of the internet

This is my internet love song (x2)
Doo bee doo bee doo
w w w. i like you

You wouldn't be forever alone
If you were down to get with me (smiley face)
LOL, JK, NVM
What do I really wanna say?

LOL lots of love
GTG got to get you
SMH for me's you stole my heart
I know that that was cheesy
But what do you expect
If it comes from the heart, it don't gotta be correct

CHORUS

(Tiki)
I can't even express how I feel
www.this is real
So I log in just to aim you
But you ain't online, forreal?
So I upload a song on YouTube
Dedicate it to you boo
I hope you listen 'cause this song is just for you
Google I'm feelin' lucky
So can you answer this?
I'll formspring her under Mr. Annonymous
Tweet her 143 I miss you, I love you
What did I miss?
Here's my internet love song
FaceBook status this.








love this....hahaha

thank you for the broken heart

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Everything I know about love I learned from you, from you
And everything I know about pain I learned from you, from you
You were my only, You were my first
You showed me lonely, and you took me in when I was hurt
But the most important thing you ever gave me,
You was the one that hurt the most

So thankyou for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thankyou for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn’t for you
I might forget, how it feels to let go
And how it feels to get a brand new start
So thankyou for the broken heart

I still remember when you called
and said that he didn’t admit anything
How could you expect me to look at you the same way
You were my only but not my last
You showed me lonely, and you made me put you in the past
The most important thing you ever gave me was the one that hurt the most

So thankyou for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thankyou for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn’t for you
I might forget, how it feels to let go
And how it feels to get a brand new start
So thankyou for the broken heart

And everytime I find myself alone in pieces
I find myself I’ll just remember when you hurt me and I made it

So thankyou for the broken heart
And thankyou for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn’t for you
I wouldn’t be here, With the love of my life all my pain disappear
I’ve come so far
So thankyou for the broken heart
I thankyou, I thankyou
For the broken heart
Oh yeah oh, Broken heart..

this is a song of J Rice...and i can relate my situation to its lyrics...

and i found this graphic too...well, indeed....and it justifies my thanks to that person....at least there's a good reason for my gratitude.

GOD is LOVE....

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sneak peeks: money is dirty

sneak peeks: money is dirty

money is dirty

Reality unfolds blindness from innocence in every inch of my senses.

It reveals the real power of money when it comes to people who are stupid enough to sell their dignity for just a bunch of hundreds in a day or two. But what's their real reasons behind their actions?

That's a question we all want to be answered, especially me, as a child who's full of ignorance in this impossible world. I'm sure you're wondering too. Maybe they are just sucking gold-diggers who'd always want to take advantage to those who needs them?.  I don't know.

And on the other side, those who needs them also tolerated their dirty tactics just to get their support. How poor of them. I pity them, who buy and sell their dignity for the sake of getting people their way.

Well on the contrary, it just justifies the trend these generation that nothing can't be bought by money.

How dirty...

How bad...

How poor...

Maybe they got reach in money but not in principle and dignity.

I once thought these world is a perfect paradise, when I was as innocent as a child. But now that this pretty gift is gone, when the truth opens my eye, it makes me think and wish that I remain a child forever.

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

love this movie......hahahaha,...

recovery is a learning process

I've read some book today and I'm so hit about it. It regards my status(feelings), it's this...

Recovery is about learning to love and value yourself enough to stop destroying yourself. It's about learning to change your heart and your mind. It's about forgiving yourself and others. It's about letting go of the lofty expectation of perfection that you have placed upon you and that person. -Donna Newman

indeed!, i just wish i'm learning this...it will take time but ti would be so nice to know that at the end of the day, after all the struggles, i can say:"i got stinky, i got dirty, but at least i learned."

i hope that day will come sooner than i can imagine...anyway i'm moving on now...i know, i got this under control....whew!